Trust Pact – With yourself

Today, as I sit at the keyboard and write; I have no idea what is about to come out.  You see, today, I drew a blank in my own mind as to what I should write about.  But I know I must write, and I am in full channel to my spirit guides that whatever needs to be written will be for my highest purpose and those of you who happen to stubble upon this writing.  

I suppose its all just a matter of trust.  Trust  – now for five little letters that is such as big word, isn’t it?  Trust.  Trust in what?  Trust in your guides?  In the universe?  In another human being? Or is it trust within yourself that gives this little word so much power.

We are born into this world as mere human beings, we err and we sin and we lose our way sometimes.  But we focus so much on being the most perfect human being that when we fall we tend to be the harshest of critics on ourselves…our human selves.  But human beings are not perfect, are we?  So its ok to slip and fall sometimes and its ok to lose our way. And it is not how we handle our transgressions that define our inner soul.  IT IS NOT!  For that is the human in is.  And its ok to slip and fall.

We each, every single one of us carry within us a divine being.  A soul born of divinity and a light of pure love and peace and infinite wisdom. This part of you has traveled and experienced many life times, has seen many realms.  You may call it your higher self or you may call it a soul, it doesn’t matter how you define it, it is just is.. A divine part of yourself.  A perfection manifested by the Universe and Heavens.

Transmute Negative Energy with Pink Love

I urge everyone reading this writing today to take a moment and search deep past the skin, bones, blood, and organs that make you human and find that inner divine you.  Seek the messages from your own spirit in healing.  Ask yourself what you can do to move past your troubles.  Knowing that your troubles are not real, they are only human and human beings are not perfect.  Call to your inner perfection and become one with him or her today, and offer your human self forgiveness and love.  And trust that this part of you – the divine self is loved, for you are so loved that you have the innate power to love yourself immensely even during the most difficult of human troubles.

And remember your brothers and sisters here on earth, for they are only human and they will err, sin and lose their way.  Forgive them for their sins against you and send them divine love as divine as your true self, your innate self.  And trust that the universe works in mystical ways to each and every one of us in a way that is perfect for our own understanding in our very own lessons.

Our highest purpose is always being met should we ask for it and should we trust it, that it may not be in the way we THINK we want to receive it.  For that thought process comes from the human self – the imperfect self.  The self that is still growing and learning, the self that will sometimes slip, fall and lose its way.  And its ok.

For you are loved so deeply that you have been given the power to love yourself for everything your human self is and is not, right now.  Make a pact with your human self  today to always  try and search out the divine self in every area of your life both positive and negative and trust that it is there.

All my love,

 

Alea

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Just Another Day?

Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it’s better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.  ~ Marilyn Monroe

Its Saturday, the sun is shining, the temperature outside is sixty something degrees.  I have a plate full of things I need to do and yet I feel called to write an entry today.  A day in the life of a medium is what I originally planned to call this and I was going to write about how a day in the life of a medium was usually just another day like anyone else’s…..

But today, I woke up to a dream that urged me to wake up.  It wasn’t a dream filled with ghosts or spirits.  It was a dream that urged me to wake up  and handle a piece of business I had with a disgruntled student.  And so as i fumbled around at 5 am this morning afflicted with the subsets of an ongoing flu virus, I downed some Vitamin C, sought out and invoked a green healing light and sorted my thoughts and plans for the day.

Stuff like driving my boyfriend and son to work so I could have the car.  And more stuff like going to the post office.  Stuff about  like this blog for example and how I really want to try to write in it every single day.  Stuff like the changes and additions I need to make to my websites.  Recordings I have to do.  Stuff like how I can be of service to someone today. What’s for dinner?  The Yule Tree decorations.  You know the boring stuff.

And so on my way home from dropping everyone off I was contemplating a decision I needed to make today and I decided to seek some help from the clouds because I love using Aeromancy (cloud divination)  and I got a perfect YES answer!

I got home, got my daughters boyfriend to the post office and came back home again. Grabbed a slice of pizza and while warming it up, asked the Goddess to present me with some inspiration for this blog.  Because I felt…called to write it.

And she showed me stuff.

She reminded me of all the unique, quirky things I do in the course of just another boring day.  The things that have become natural for me to do.  The stuff I actually like about me. And then I thought about you…like all of you and how each of us are unique and probably have our own quirky things that we like about ourselves and how they are just incorporated into just another boring day.

When you highlight those things, whatever they are…the day doesn’t become boring at all.  It actually reminds you of how your small unique little contribution to the minutes and moments of life effects the balance.

This life is magical and mostly because your in it.  Because I am in it.  Because Joe Shmo is in it.  We are part of the eccentricities of the entire universe.  And so each day can never be just another day because you never get that day back, or this moment back or the last two minutes back.

The moment is special.  Every moment.  Because they lead to more moments that are just as special.   And whether you are resting in one moment, having thoughts in another or active in the next, each moment leads to a new moment with new opportunity to rest, think or become active.

I ask you…

Whats cool and unique and a little quirky about you?  What are some ways you contribute to this crazy magical world?  What do you like about you that you do so automatically in every day that you just don’t even realize how special it is?

If you don’t know…ask the universe, the divine, the goddess, your guides, or whatever you wish…to show it to you.  Just ask – that’s all that is required of you.

Here’s to just another of those…magical days.

all my love,

Alea Dawn

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My Ghostly Experiences of 2015

 

As a Medium, I experience all kinds of anomalies with spirit, as well as synchronicities, messages & signs. But often times, I also receive Ghost like experiences.  I never really thought to write them down or share them but this morning I thought it would be fun to share with you some of the Ghostly activity that is highlighted in my memory.  What’s cool about many of these events, is that there is eyewitness account to their happenings.  Hang out with me long enough, and you too may experience some ghost like experiences!

• Wake Up Ghost – Ok this one shook me up a bit when it occurred, and before you think, OH Alea had a dark spirit experience, I actually think this ghost was alerting me to an experience I needed to open my eyes to. Energy is highly symbolic and they will use things in our experiences to get the message across.  So this was early in the year, I was staying at my mother’s house.  Where my mother lives, at night the street gets very dark so they installed two large beautiful pole lights in their front yard.  These are not lights you turn off and on, they are programmed to come on when the sun goes down and turn off when the sun comes up.  It was about 10 pm, had my dogs with me and my dogs started to bark feverishly at the door, as if somebody was there.  I walked over the door, turned on the porch light, and looked out the bay window – nobody there.   I looked over across the yard and I saw what looked like a dark cloud moving towards the house, as the dark cloud got closer it enveloped the pole lights (turning them off) and then continued moving forward towards the house on to the porch and then turned those lights off and then stopped.  I have to say I was a little freaked over the experience, but in doing what I do, I know how to handle such events.  So I called in my protector guide, called forth Archangel Michael, Smudged with Sage, Lit some dragons blood incense, said a prayer and instantly began to feel better.  I fell asleep with no problem and had no weird dreams or experiences in the night, however, I was woken up the next morning by a beautiful woman with long dark hair standing over my bed, repeating…”WAKE UP, WAKE UP, WAKE UP”  I opened my eyes and said, “I am awake, what do you need?”  And she looked at me and said, “It is time to wake up”.  Now what’s interesting to me about this experience is that my mother will say to me, when she is alerting me to something I need to pay attention to in my life, “you need to wake up”.  This was no different!
• The Man on the Bike – One evening I was coming back home after a night out with some friends. It was close to midnight.  The season hadn’t started yet here at the beach, so the roads were basically empty.  I was driving over the bridge, moving pretty steadily (ok I was speeding), listening to music, I came up over the bridge and saw in the middle of the road (still a good distance to me) a man sitting on a bike.  Not sure what was happening, I slowed down and started moving closer and closer to him by the time I reached him, he literally disappeared from the road.  Something in that experience told me, I needed to really make sure I was paying attention and to keep my speed at a minimum so I reached the stop light and took a left, about a minute after I took the turn, a stupid kid in dark clothes ran out in front of me on his bicycle.  Coincidence?  I think not!  Had the ghost of that man not shown himself to me in the rode, I probably would not have slowed down or been paying better attention.  After slamming on my brakes for this kid, I started back down the road and thought…his dad was watching out for him.  
• Woman of the Woods – Sometimes, my experiences with ghosts are so real that I am not always sure if it’s really happening or if it’s just another ghost   This was definitely one of those experiences. It was early spring and I had just gotten off from work and was driving over to my mother’s house.  As I got out of the car, I could hear a woman (distant) in the woods across the street from my mother’s house.  These woods are not very deep but they come to a river inlet that leads to a deeper set of woods on one side and houses on the other.  Prompted by her voice, I walked over to the edge line of the woods to listen in closer, I wasn’t sure if the voice I was hearing was just some kids on the other side or what was going on.  As I got closer to the woods, I could hear her voice muffled and distant, but she was definitely yelling so I started to step into the woods, as I did her voice got a bit louder, she screamed “HELP ME” I grabbed my cell phone from my pocket dialed 911 and darted into the woods (by the way, that’s was a really bad idea) I started to yell back to her “where are you?”  She would answer me in what sounded like a muffled tone, I couldn’t make out the words, so I kept yelling to her, “I am here, where are you?” Again, she would answer me…I couldn’t find her I couldn’t understand her.  Until she screamed again.  “HELP ME”.  This went on and on until I could see the blue lights hit my mom’s street.  I ran out of the woods to one of the police cars and as soon as they stepped out of the car – the voice stopped.  Now, I am not one to call the police nor am I one to create drama where there isn’t any need to.  I worked for a police department for two years, they know this about me and so they at least gave me their attention.  Two of the officers walked into the woods with me, one officer started to head back when they woman’s voice muffled again….the one officer who stayed with me heard it once and then it went silent again – nothing.  The voice just stopped.  The police department did an island wide search, trolled the woods, the inlet, everywhere – there was no woman, no reports of a missing woman, nothing.  It was one of the most heart wrenching, heart pounding experiences I have ever had and it turned out to be literally nothing.   The only thing I can believe is that the officer who stood with me, too had a clairaudient ability where he could hear her.  We were the only ones, besides my mother who could hear her (but my mom too has a strong mediumship ability).  I waited a week and went back into the woods to do a silent prayer vigil.  As I sat there praying and speaking to the divine, I had a beautiful spirit guide experience.  I don’t know the details of the woman, but I do know I was left with the feeling that everything was and would be okay.
• Food Lion Bread Ghost – This one is funny and has happened to me several times in the Food Lion Grocery Store in my area. My mom has been witness to it, another customer in the store has been witness to it, a freaked out Food Lion employee has been witness to it and this past summer Bryant has been witness to it.  I don’t know why it happens or what message the ghost is trying to send me but in the bread aisle, as I am walking down the aisle I have had a single loaf of bread FLY off the shelf and land right in front of me- ok let me reiterate…I didn’t say the bread dropped off the shelf. I mean the loaf of bread literally FLIES of the shelf into midair and then drops in front of me.  Every time it happens the reaction from others is always the same – WTF?  I believe this ghost is attached to the building Food Lion was in and this past fall Food Lion has moved the store so I don’t think it will be happening anymore!  But if it does, I will be sure to let you know!
• The Dog Toy – I have these really cool dog toys!  They are balls that when you throw them and they bounce on the ground they put on a really bright light show of color.  At night they are a lot of fun for the dogs.  I will throw them hard, let them bounce and the dogs will go chase after them and bring them back with the light bouncing from their mouths.  By the time the ball is returned back to me the light show is over, so we do it again and again!  One evening I woke up in the middle of the night.  I am not even sure I remember what woke me up or why I was getting up, maybe to go the bathroom, but as I was getting out of the bed and walked into the kitchen, one of the dog toy balls rolled from the dining area, all the way to my toe and then as it hit my toe, the dog toy lit up!  The lights were so bright that Bryant could see the display from the bed, another WTF moment!!  I went back to bed sort of laughing about it and thought well maybe it was just a weird coincidence and instead of the ball rolling towards me, maybe I just imagined it, maybe I ran into it (I am always trying to discredit lol).  As I was laying there, thinking about all the possibilities, the dog toy lights went off again and then again!  I think a dog in spirit was trying to have some fun!
• Teddy – My little sweet Teddy was born on May 25, 2010, I got him as a little puppy in July of the same year. About a year after I got him, I had a dream of him in where I was being shown that he had a bright white light shooting out of his third eye chakra area.  Cool dream!  Led me to do research on chakras in dogs (yes they have them too).  I never really thought any more about it, until this year – 4 years later.  Teddy is a spoiled boy and likes to sleep with us : ) and he  is very much like a baby.  You see the little guy can and has jumped up onto the bed, but whenever Bryant and I are in bed, he pretends like he can’t and so he whines and whines until we pick him up and put him in bed with us.  One morning, he jumped off the bed and then decided he wanted to get back in bed with us.  So from the floor, he whined and whined until Bryant and I woke up. We were literally looking at him and talking to him on the floor by the bed.  As soon as Bryant went to go get him, Teddy – the same dog – ran from behind Bryant and I and jumped off the bed.  Bryant looked at me with this confused look on his face, and I probably had the same look….”did you see that” ah…yes I did.  How did the dog that was just sitting on the floor whining to get into bed, jump off the bed at the same time?  Ok…so Bryant and I are living in the twilight zone.  Fast forward about 6 weeks later – Bryant and I are outside with the dogs so they can go use the bathroom, get fresh air….etc.  Teddy darts and takes off down the road, Bryant whistles for him, but Teddy is being really defiant (not like him AT ALL).  He starts heading for the main road and we get nervous so we go after him yelling for him and he is not listening at all – not paying us any mind.  Suddenly, like a dart he runs towards us swiftly and blows past us into another part of the development we are in.  We are watching him run off, a good distance from us, Bryant hollers for him and I look down at my feet, Teddy is there looking up at me, as if to say…I am here?  Twice now – this dog has been in two places at once!    Is he splitting his energy?  I don’t believe that any of the other dogs in the litter died.  There were some puppies of his… maybe one of them died?  We are still not sure on this one!  If you have any ideas I would love to hear them.

• Ghost Whisperer – Literally: Thanksgiving week, we welcomed Bryant’s daughter and a new ghostly guest!  As we were walking in the door from traveling with her, I walked into the bedroom to put some of my things away.  Everyone was outside and in the other room talking.  As I was getting something out of my purse, a man whispered in my ear, “Help me”.  I turned around, there was no one there.  I searched the entire place, the yard calling to him, calling to my guides, asking for assistance, letting him know I would like to help him if I can and nothing.  So I say a small prayer for him and move on my way.  Interestingly enough, over Thanksgiving Bryant’s daughter and myself got really very ill with a stomach virus, not sure if it has anything to do with it or not, but I just found it interesting.  We haven’t really experienced much of anything else just the feeling of energy, lights dimming, laptop turning on by itself – you know normal kind of ghostly stuff.  And then last week as I headed out to go to work, I looked up and an older man in farmer jeans was standing by the kitchen door. And then like he did before, he just disappeared.   So this mystery is unraveling as we speak…will let you know more if we have any experiences!
• In the Mirror – You have seen the movies, a woman shuts the bathroom mirror cabinet and poof there is a ghost looking back at her in the mirror. This is something that has never happened to me, not until this year.  I was in the bathroom getting ready for work, I opened and shut the bathroom cabinet mirror and behind me I saw in the mirror an energy forming – colors swirling.  I looked behind me and saw nothing there, turned to look back in the mirror and a woman’s face was in the mirror standing behind me.  Oddly enough, I didn’t jump or scare.  I smiled back at her and she disappeared into a color mist.
• Lucky 7’s – This one is my favorite and is more of a spirit experience than it is anything else but I wanted to include it here. Financially, we have been a bit down on our luck due to a recent job loss.  December 18^th, 2007 is my grandfather’s death anniversary.  A couple days before the 18^th I was thinking about my grampy while I was at work and stepped outside.  I was in my head talking to him, telling him I loved him and I asked him if he was proud of me or upset with some decisions I made in my life.  I started to cry thinking about him and I came back inside.  My cellphone started to ring.  Now normally phone numbers have 10 digits with an area code, the number that popped up on my phone that was calling me was 9 digits and straight 7’s all across.  It was odd enough for me to answer it, and when I did nobody was on the other line.  I hung up and called it back, a message from my phone told me it was an invalid number.  My grandfather was an avid gambler and when I got home and told Bryant about my experience and showed him the phone number…his response was Lucky 7’s.  It was my grandfather’s way of contacting me from beyond.  I’ll accept that!

My friend Anne Elisabeth posted this on her Facebook profile and I thought it would be a perfect finish to this post.

Happy New Year everyone!!  May your 2016 be blessed with all you desire, with love and with very special memories.

I am not afraid to tell you, “I love you”.
Your mind may say, “How can you love me when you don’t even know me?”
I don’t need to know you.
I don’t need to justify my Love.
I love you because this is my Pleasure.
Love coming out of me makes me Happy, and it’s not important if you reject me because I don’t reject myself. In my story, I live in an ongoing Romance, and Everything is beautiful for me.
To live in Love is to be alive again.
When you recover your integrity, you always follow Love.
You live your life as an eternal Romance because when you Love yourself, it is easy to Love everyone else.
You Love so much that you don’t need anyone else’s Love to make you happy.
~ Don Miguel Ruiz ~

You’re not that special….BS!!! I am and so are you

Don’t get me wrong here.  I am not saying that you or I or anyone else for that matter is more special than anyone else but the phrase “you’re not that special” does something to me when I think about who we are within the divine spectrum.  When I was in the midst of my own development, this phrase was being thrown around the psychic and spiritual arena and it was spread across the network like flies on shit.  You’re not that special.  OK, so let me just share my thoughts and personal views here.

If you believe in a higher power – no matter what you choose to call it, be it the Divine, God, Gods, Goddess, Universe… then you may agree that human beings have been created from this source of higher power.  Some of you may even refer to the divine as the Creator.

I would like to refer to the term.  As above, so below.  I am an astral traveler and I have been blessed to see some pretty spectacular levels of the astral “heavens”.  What I learned from my journeys, is that everything we do here is a mock of where we came from.

Now your views may be different but I believe the divine to be a form of energy vibration that is a higher source of who we are.  And the creation that happens here on earth comes from this divine source.  If you see the divine as the creator then you must see that in that creation the divine is using their energy to create the soul vibrations of everything, including you.  Think DNA.  Just as we create and birth our children and leave DNA markers, the divine creates and births our existence leaving their own version of “DNA” behind.  Which means….within each one of us, is a divine energy imprint. Which means that the energy of the divine is alive within each one of us.

You wouldn’t look to a divine energy form and say, “you’re not that special”, would you?

Personally, I think that everyone is special.  Each one of us is unique in creation and our abilities are as unique and as special as to who we are as individuals. The definition of the word special taken from the oxford dictionary is:  better, greater, or otherwise different from what is usual.  Well if we are all unique in our individuality are we not different from what is usual?

If each one of us would remember where we came from and tap into that living divine power that is within us, could you imagine the possibilities?

And I think when we start throwing phrases around like “you’re not that special” we disempower who we are as soul beings, we disempower that divinity within us  that says…this universe is limitless and as such so are you.

Of course that doesn’t mean that you are any more special than anyone else.  But I think it’s time we drop the disempowerment phrases and teach people to celebrate and own their special.

So yeah you are that special, rock it!!

Just a thought.

These are monsters, my dear…

There comes a time in everyone’s life where we have to face our inner monster.  Our wildest crazy imaginative fears.  You know, the purple guy with three heads and a green tooth.

Today, as I sit here without a thing to write, looking at a blank page and stressing over the blinking cursor, I have the constant advice from supportive loving friends nagging me on…tell your story and who you are.. I flounder and wonder where to start.

“These are monsters, my dear”  

The words sing in my mind in a familiar voice that doesn’t belong to me but is only known by me. No, I am not crazy, well not really.  I see the image of an older woman, wise and revered, laying lazily in her chaise, taking a drag off her long cool cigarette, all Greta Garbo like.  I call her Rosette, cause its a cool name and it suits her.

Crazy?  Nah, she is just one of the many spirit guides I have on my spiritual empowerment team.

Monsters. Yes the little green men with orange eyes and long black toenails that hang under the bed and in the closet.   I have met them.  I swear to you I am not crazy I just get to experience some really crazy things.

I am a psychic medium and these words that Rosette speak bring me to a reminder of a time in my life when the word medium was the size shirt I was choosing to purchase at the mall (man, I wish I was still a medium).  I didn’t know what a medium was much less I couldn’t care, the only thing I did know was that my life was littered with monsters….real ones – sorta.

You see they came in ghostly forms if they decided to even show themselves at all.  When they didnt show themselves that was the worst because other times they would rap and tap on the wall or whisper words that were mysterious and code like.  I could feel the movement of air as they would whisper pass my ears.  They would send me shivers and frightening to the bone cold waves of energy that made the hair on my arms stand straight up in attention.  Yeah, I didn’t know what a medium was but I knew they were there and I hated them.  My life was full of fear and full of monsters.  Until I had enough.

It took time but I shed my fear of spirits, ghosts, and paranormal events.  Through that incredible trying and wonderful process I became empowered and even now honor my gift.   I get to teach about it, I get to help others deal with their fears, I get to uplift people and help them step into their own empowerment.  Its crazy!! Its crazy good!!

But here I am.  Faced with a blank page and blinking cursor.  Thinking about my life direction and some major career moves I am wanting to take.  Wondering about failure and finances and all those things that really don’t matter while I stare at this stupid little page.

No they really don’t matter.  Those things.  Those little annoying itchy bitches that take up space in a place that would much rather be filled with enlightenment, fulfillment and other positive stuff like that.  They don’t matter.  Not really.

All that matters right now is that I am sitting here in my moment..with a blank page.  A start.  A beginning.  Knowing that I have the power in me to shed some real monsters and imaginative fears – yeah, I have done it before. Knowing that belief in myself and confidence in the divine (you know that thing of a higher power that we all say we so believe in) is always at work no matter what decisions I make or don’t make.

I don’t have to worry.  I can sit here in this space with this blank page and I can be in my moment.  I can breathe.  I can accept that I am powerful in a way that my words and actions show up right here, right now. And that the very thing I fear is nothing more than a creation of my very own mind.  A monster that I made up because I haven’t stepped into the truth or knowing of what I am so afraid of.   We are really only ever afraid of those things we know nothing about.

Those things are monsters my dear.  And its time for them to go!